Open File Of My Life

Open file of my life
When I won and where I failed then
Every gloom that I went through
Nevermind what I've lost
Just as long as I have look back
If there were still shards
And all the black stains on my cloth you don't like
Maybe they're bright - on the other side
It is my life always
it's only mine
It's only mine
The poems of Baudelaire, coffee and the evil backache
Fear of getting bored , love and hate for myself

I can share my will of flying
If you can die with a smile
All and all we're are going