Honestly

Constantly stuck in your
Substance dependencies, bipolar tendencies
While I’m wishing away every
Thought and memory I can replay
Of you

I’m restless, I’m mistreated
Struck down
I feel misled
Honestly, the dishonesty
Leaves me desperate on a dead end road

Queen of the night
You didn’t so much as think twice
Was this all just out of spite
While you’re drowning your liver
Suffocating your lungs
Life could have ended before it begun
Worse comes to worst, well
You’re the worst
Excuse for a mother I’ve ever heard

I’m restless, I’m mistreated
Struck down
I feel misled
Honestly, the dishonesty
Leaves me desperate on a dead end road
I’m restless, I’m mistreated
Struck down
I feel misled
But you’d never know
If you can’t call this home

You keep me up at night
With danger of strangers lurking the halls
Screams fight
One day you’ll wake up
With no way out
These scars show just where you belong

I’m restless, I’m mistreated
Struck down
I feel misled
Honestly, the dishonesty
Leaves me desperate on a dead end road
I’m restless, I’m mistreated
Struck down
I feel misled
But you’d never know
You can’t call this home