Dirt

Failing
Today I'm not playing the fool again
Hopeful that I could win
You're changing the rules again
Taking the bait again
All things you'd never allow

I never thought that I
That I could hold on
Long enough to
Mean anything
I know I wasn't all that

Make me alone again, safely
I'll never be sure of the dirt inside
And baby, the Moon can't erase me
It's come too far, I can't feel anymore

I never thought that I
That I could hold on
Long enough to
Mean anything
I know I wasn't all that

Even if I wanted
Even if I wanted all
I, I knew I could not
Even if I wanted
Even if I wanted all
I, I knew I could not
Even if I wanted
Even if I want I can't

Hold on long
Enough to
Mean anything
I know I wasn't all that