Destined Solitaire

Brewing my potions, it all boils down to this:
What's wrong with me and why do I feel this way?
I would really like to be the source of someone's misery
I would really like to be everything for someone …just like you
I Thought I was the classic definition of a lone wolf
It is kind of irritating being this self-deprevated fool
Oh... "Twist of fate" we call it when everything turns inside out
She renders me in tears, then leaves
Saying: "I've lost faith in you"

Free speech isn't real although the thought was good
Bet that they will shoot you down midst silence and serenity
Stuff our fucking faces full of grease and watch us burst
Fat and bloated silhouettes of humans cursed
I Thought I was the classic definition of a lone wolf
It is kind of irritating being this self-deprevated fool
Oh… I just miss her, I miss her so much when she's gone
And she's gone a lot
Brewing my potions…

So would you follow me into the night
And let me kiss your open palms
I know of a shelter from the hurricane / falling skies
It's coming now, expanding, devouring everything

Being alone has paralyzed my body, I'm lost and everything fails
The last kiss was bittersweet, bitter, sour… will I remain here 'til they kick me out…
Must be nine hundred fuckin' cigarettes since she left me,
and I was the source of her misery…
poor blind me
I Thought I was the classic definition of a lone wolf
It is kind of irritating being this self-deprevated fool
Oh… I just miss her, I miss her so much when she's gone
And she's gone a lot