I Was Wrong

alone life seems much harder, after the scars had been cut
as years are passing faster, everything turned into black
affirmative defence - I told myself a frozen fact
the heritage of trust is no more, begin your quest
emptiness is caring, all other proposals are checked
nothing more than anger, the rest is pain instead
affirmative defence - I told myself that it's a fact
hellish dreams of death, the solution of the impact
anger - hatred - all I ever get - love -nearness - all I ever wanted
helpless I'm now rowing, no healing process - it's a fact
the bitterness of loosing, I became a crest-fallen man
hidden behind - a life living blind - my conscious demise - as I need you
perish my mind - destroying the bright - left all behind - I only fear losing you
where are you now? non-essential bow, to preserve my spine - I've lost my reference point
I had to go on, let history tell the meaning of 'why' you do treason to me
anger - hatred - all I ever get - love -nearness - all I ever wanted
alone life seems much harder, after the scars had been cut
as years are passing faster, everything turned into black