Horizon

I have breathed in the poison from all worlds for a long time and now I am like a monster
My heart and my body are so ugly that people turn their eyes away
I am like rubbish

I, who am no longer a human, can't walk on my two feet
I am now quadruped, running around like a beast
The neon light that reflects in my pupil is there to find my eye and light it up

The azure sky that I look up to from the ground is bearing down on me, so high up
The building that is about to fall over any minute is expressing the equilibrium of my mind

And all of my body parts, all of my organs are about to start moving on their own free will
Ahh...

I can't control my mind any longer...
My body is like a spider, broken into 8 parts
That progress forward by pulling each other

Karma drips and falls off from my ripped body together with tears and blood together with sweat and mud
Making it look so horrible

But despite this, my body is still advancing forward and i cannot hold myself back
I am going across fields, mountains and valleys
Without knowing my final destination

"You do not qualify as a living human being"
"How can you still live despite all of this ?"
Two questions are sweeping me with guilt
I no longer have my own will and my body simply continues to advance

I am let down by
This cruel world
I am becoming extinct from this chanting

My mind is about to relax
But the body won't let it
As a result I'm being cleansed

Look on the right by holding a gun in your hand
Look on the left with a rose in your hand

Going to the heaven or hell ?
Is it a justice or a crime ?
Two futures await at horizon

There is no path in front of me
There is no one behind me either
Only one point in the barren earth

There is no one above me
There is no one below me
What prevails is horizon

Look on the right by holding a gun in your hand
Look on the left with a rose in your hand

Going to the heaven or hell ?
Is it a justice or a crime ?
Two futures await at horizon

No one special
You can't win