Hollow

I felt so hollow on the inside these past 3 and a half years
I've been stumbling over words that used to come out so clear
And I know that this is hard for you, all these words are hard to choose
I hope that things get better as you move to higher ground
Your found, your found

I watched you fade away
I watched my whole world turn to grey
I felt so empty that cold January night

And they'll state things I already know
Feel your heart beat start to slow
I'm hardly here, cause I'll never hear what I want to hear

'Cause I've been turning over pages to find some acceptance
No one lives forever and I'm no exception
So what do I believe, I'm not entirely sure
I was finding some relief, now I just toil and stir
Because I'm too young to put those thoughts in my head
I'm in deep and darker waters, so I'll desperately tread
I remind myself exactly of what I am to say
But the words come out like violence before they fall into place so

I'm hollow

And I'm trying to piece it all together
I'd be lying if I said I'm
That I'm trying to piece it all together
'Cause I'm lying, not getting any better

Not getting any better
Not getting any better

I watched you fade away
I watched my whole world turn to grey
I felt so empty that cold January night

And they'll state things I already know
Feel your heart beat start to slow
I'm hardly here, cause I'll never hear what I want to hear

(I felt so hollow)

'Cause I'll never hear what I want to hear
'Cause I'll never hear what I want to hear