Hate

I am so broken
My wounds are open
For the world to see
That I am unclean
I'm dirty
I'm unworthy

Turning, fire's burning
I hate that you hurt me
I'll take what you've done
I hate that you're happy
I thought you were the one
I hate that I still want you
And miss your smile
I hate everything about you
I hate myself for hanging on

My eyes are distorted
From the lies that you've spoken
I scream
But I feel nothing
It's unreal
Dirty, I'm unworthy

Tuning fire's burning
I hate that you hurt me
I'll take what you've done
I hate that you're happy
I thought you were the one
I hate that I still want you
And miss your smile
I hate everything about you
I hate myself for hanging on
Breathing's not a part of healing
It doesn't mean I'm alive inside
Just because my heart's still beating
It doesn't mean I don't wanna die slow

I hate that you hurt me
I'll take what you've done
I hate that you're happy
I thought you were the one
I hate that I still want you
And miss your smile
I hate everything about you
I hate myself for hanging on
I hate that you hurt me
I'll take what you've done
But I hate everything about you
I hate myself for hanging on
Hate myself for hanging on