Go Big

I’ve never been able to stay in line
When I'm under your wing
I always thought you could fit into my dream life
As a once in a while thing
I wanted you, I stood by you, you were ready for me
But I wouldn’t have you

All I wanted was to sit by the seashore
Stay till sunset
But all I know is all or nothing
And I'm soaking wet

I can’t help it but I go big or go home
Wake up wondering
How I managed to take so big a detour
It’s fucking humbling
I battled you, I hated you, you mortified me
But all I wanted was you

All I wanted was to make friends in both worlds
Play and walk away
But I would sacrifice the glory for an honest day

No I can’t, I can’t dabble
I can’t have the best of both worlds
It’s better this way, bigger this way
See how I build my own world
See how I grow my own world