Motionless

This is not how I need to remember you
My dreams lie outloud but they pull me through
As I, wonder how im breathing
My eyes have failed to find you with me

Well here I lay motionless standing still
Holding on to what I thought was but you will
Leave me and lie until my last breaths
Hating how you've left me

Even if I could scream it'd only be
Half a sigh of what I think of you
And I fail to find you with me

Well here I lay motionless standing still
Holding on to what I thought that was but you will
Leave me and lie until my last breaths
Hating how you've left me

Here I wait for your descent to the ground
Opportunity for hate, to write you out
Of my heart and my, my last dreams
To bury you, pathetic and ordinary
Just like how you left me now
Hate how you've left me now

Well here I lay motionless standing still
Holding on to what I thought that was but you will
Leave me and lie until my last breaths
Hating how you've left, you've left me

You've left me
You've left me