Have I Ever Truly Been Here

You show me medicine cause you wanted to know what it meant to me
It means you're never free
Rip, rip it out and throw, throw it all away, throw as far as you can
It's nothing to understand

The ceremony's a chirade, still it made you cry again
Seemed like nothing will change
And though I wanted you to know, I can never let it go
I keep pulling his hand
The ceremony's a chirade, still it made me cry again
Seemed like nothing will change
And though I wanted you to know, I can never let it go
I keep pulling his hand
But have I ever truly been here?

I don't want a cypress hill, always close your eyes
'Cause as far as you can see
Is a world in which you disagree
And now you're burning your books, 'cause you realize there's none of them to which you can relate
We got nothing to celebrate

The ceremony's a chirade, still it made me cry again
Seemed like nothing will change
And though I wanted you to know, I can never let it go
I keep pulling his hand
The ceremony's a chirade, still it made you cry again
Seemed like nothing will change
And though I wanted you to know, I can never let it go
I keep pulling his hand
But have I ever truly been here?