Grand Scheme

Sometimes, I feel the weight of the world and I try
To hold it up and be strong through the night
And I will say, everything is ok but I still know
Eventually I'll break and let go

So I'll pretend my thoughts are normal
But I feel so down, but I'll just keeping moving forward
In this grand scheme that they've set before me
I have no control, no control
These expectations are wearing me out
And you wonder why I hate this complaining
Why can't you just please listen to my words?

Somedays I, I feel like giving up on everything
Temptation's got the best of me again
I don't know when, I don't know but somehow
I'll figure this out, I'll figure this out

So I'll pretend my thoughts are normal
But I feel so down, but I'll just keeping moving forward
In this grand scheme that they've set before me
I have no control, no control
These expectations are wearing me out
And you wonder why I hate this complaining
Why can't you just please listen to my words?

So I'll keep pretending
These thoughts and these feelings are normal
But will pass in time
And I'll keep on moving forward in this grand scheme
But I'll never really figure it out

So I'll pretend my thoughts are normal
But I feel so down, but I'll just keeping moving forward
In this grand scheme that they've set before me
I have no control, no control
These expectations are wearing me out
And you wonder why I hate this complaining
Why can't you just please listen to my words?