Spin, inside your head
Lost, you’re lost again
I spent a year with the curtains closed
Ceiling fan and a garden hose
On your own feeling heavy and low
You’ve got nowhere to go
You’ve got nowhere to go

Yeah, come on
‘Cause at least you’re still alive
Here unt

You said that I was good at hiding my feelings
And when I smiled you said it wasn’t a compliment

Can we try it again, from the very start?
I wondered how much worse it could get
I was holding out for a kinder heart
It’s a choice I didn’t regret

You said that I was goo

It’s only fair I tell you how
I found myself where I am now
I let myself and others down
Buried my head in the ground

The feeling that you’re losing control
Of things in your life that you can’t hold
In such high regard because time goes on and on

You say that you

I fucked things up again
Got lost in my own head and then
I tried new medicine with friends
It threw me off the end
I got fucked up again
Got lost in my own head and then
Felt my depression hit
And jumped right in

Do you feel what I fail to feel?
There's not

I tried to stay gone
When you asked me why I walked away
I couldn’t find a good enough reason to stay

And even if you knew what I’d say
You’d still take it the wrong way

I tried to write songs
Thought it might help me clear my chest
Get me through when I know I do